Recently, I’ve been thinking about my legacy… everything I’ve done so far, everything I want to achieve and where I hope to be. It’s crazy, God has blessed me with a lot at a young age but if I’m honest, ever since I left PAQ, it’s been tough trying to chase my dream of being one of the best Artists in the world. It really felt like everything was geared up for me to be the person in my head I thought I could be and I still feel like I can be, but one thing PAQ never showed me was that great things take time to build. PAQ blew up relatively quickly, I wasn’t in control of that but I constantly told those around me to slow this train down because I didn’t want it to end up exactly how it did. Now I’m here, and it’s weird, to a lot of people I’m on top of the world still, to others I’m sure it looks like I’ve stagnated, to my self? I’m confused. I always thought I was going to be famous and recognized and rich… it feels like only 1/3 I truly experienced, I definitely became recognized but rich and famous? not quite yet. I’m still writing my story to get there, and I’ve made some money along the way and I’ve met some really well known people, but I want it all for myself in a way I’ve never seen it before. I wanted to do it with my friends I did the show with but what time has showed me time and time and time again, is that even your ‘truest’ friends can bare the deepest resentment in their heart for you. So I wish them all the best, but it is apparent to me that this part of my life should be for me. God will give you what you need when trying to build something astronomical, and it’ll never look like how you think it should. Faith is something you need when building a legacy, blind faith, well cooked and fully engulfed into the stomach of belief. That’s where I am, I’m having blind faith with the most unfortunate odds stacked against me, but I believe that if I put my mind to it, maybe one day I can come back to this very same post and laugh, because I made it. I will be rich, successful, famous and recognized for my talents and all done with Peace at my side. Never will I know financial difficulty again, betrayal and never be overlooked again. I’ve put it in writing, so shall it be done.
